I'm good in denying at obvious things; while most people are good at believing in my lies. What a pitty. How I really wish to admit that what they suspect are true, but things aren't easy for me. A problem branches to an issue that becomes another problem. I don't want to lose my friends and I don't want to lose the faith of the world. I'm still young and things aren't getting any better as time passes by. I have this urge to show and express, but things can go wrong. So..

...I think I should keep it to myself for now.

And..

...I think I can still handle all these pressure.